I Will Love You Until My Time Is Up

There are fears within you that I can not prevent. There are promises I can never make. But darling, I want to give you all the security you need to feel safe and secure. The truth is, I can not love you for the rest of your life. But I can definitely love you for the rest of mine.

My child, I am absolutely and painfully truthful  when I swear I can not accompany you until your time is up. But you can be sure that I will love you and take care of you until my last breath. You will see how I, even in the worst of times, manage to be by your side when you need me and even when you do not.

It is true that none of us will leave this world alive. I embrace the hope that biological logic will not disappoint us, and that I will be the first to leave. I will already have gone my way and sketched out possible routes for you. At that time, I have left my legacy alive, always lectured with my example.

You will surely live more without my physical presence. But even then, you can remember me and understand that you are not alone. Enjoy me in life, as much as you can until my last day. If necessary, in the future, keep me alive in your memory.

I will love you until my time is up

I will not be able to love you to the end of your time, but I can definitely do it until my time is up. It does not matter what the circumstances may be.

I will always be willing to give you the best I have: my time. My most valuable treasure. My patience and my company will belong to you until you leave. I offer you my ears so you can confess your secrets and sorrows.

I also offer you a shoulder to cry on. If you feel like you’re stumbling, I’m here. Hold me tight. When you fall, do not cry, just take my hand and get up again. There is no storm that can destroy you if you have a united family in the corner of your ring.

I will enjoy your smiles and mischief; I will prepare the most tasty dishes for you. I will celebrate each of your triumphs and reflect together on your mistakes. I will hide the secrets that you keep in your heart, the secrets that scream in your eyes and only I notice.

I will live my life happy with all the joy you spread, because I know I found everything I was looking for in you. I admire you every day. I dedicate my sleepless nights to you, they have your name in big letters over them. I will appreciate your purity, innocence and nobility.

I will love you as a precious miracle

Since I found out about your existence, I have never felt alone. You have shared your company with me since the test showed positive. Since then, I have appreciated the value of my own mother. From that moment on, I have started thinking twice: one for me and one for you.

When the moment comes when I have to say goodbye to you forever, the image of the most important miracle in my life will float by. The miracle appears as a dream, which gives birth to my hope and materialized in the finest and most tender reality.

As we go side by side, I will guarantee a long life. I will watch over your health and well-being, I will fight eye for eye for your happiness, no matter the price I have to pay. I will accept the risk of loving and defending you in all moments and places.

My child, you must be strong and love me with all your strength, just as I love you. That’s the way you will learn, when the moment comes and you have to let go of me. Do so with absolute certainty that I have loved you from beginning to end, unconditionally and forever. Without dividing lines and restrictions.